Crumbs in the Air, In My Hair, Everywhere
SD/SF, California, USA
Time is fleeting; I believe every second of each person's life has an impact on how they grow and change. I believe that I am not the same person I was one second ago, I will not be the same person in one hour, etc. All the things I post/reblog here, are things that leave an impression and stay on my mind or in my heart for more than just a second. Like a snapshot, each post represents something, somewhere, at a certain point in time which can never be revisited.
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i have one of these moments at least once every quarter when i finally get time to think… think about myself, my life, my friends, school, work, college, etc… The subject that always comes up last (because I always push it to the back of my mind, I’ll explain why later) is home … There’s a reason I only allow myself to get this upset once ever 10 or 12 weeks: It hurts. No matter how stressed I feel and how much I long for nonexistent yummy Korean food when I am home, there’s no way I could ever stop missing it.
I miss my friends. I miss my family. I miss seeing everyone’s face every single day. I miss not having to say goodbye…It hurts so much to know that everyone is growing up and I’m not with them to grow with them the way we used to. I’m scared that I’ll turn around one day and I’ll realize that I don’t know anyone anymore.
STRESSINGGG OUTTT about everything AHHH midterm in 8 hours AHH I don’t have a bluebook yet AHHH Financial Aid Forms AAHHHH Requesting required documents for Financial Aid forms AHHHH My paper due next week AAAHHH scheduling for classes 2nd pass AHHH other paper AAHHHH other paper AAAHHHH other paper/group project AAAHHH Housing… =””(
Okay rant over, time to study.
the past is slowly trickling out of the box i so tightly locked it into… but it feels okay
